Saturday, September 22, 2012

My Father's House

Abba Father
My Defender
You are Holy
And I surrender
For in my weakness
You protect me
When my heart strays
You Correct me

I cry Abba Father -
I love you, Daddy
Abba Father...
I love you, I love you
I cry Abba Father -
I love you, Daddy
Abba Father..
I love you I love you
Daddy

Every time we sing this song during our worship on Tuesday nights, I cry. Every time...


This past Tuesday was no exception. I sat with my eyes closed focusing on the words, and my mind's eye swept away to my own earthly father.I suddenly pictured his house, where I often come to visit. I began to comprehend the parallel between him and my Father in heaven.  For the first time, as I counted the wonders of my own father, I realized my Father in heaven was just the same...

In my father's house I am always welcome. I have a warm bed to sleep on. I have good food to eat.  My father's cabinets are never bare, instead, there is always plenty. And, he tells me I am welcome to anything I desire. My father keeps nothing from me, but is instead generous. My father is not poor but rich....rich in love, rich in kindness, and rich in mercy. My father never requires me to perform, or earn his love, but instead I can rest in knowing that he loves me. Whenever, I enter my father's house I know that I am special. When I am with him, there is no other daughter he is thinking of...just me.

 I am his only daughter. 



  In My Father’s house are many dwelling places; if it were not so, I would have told you; for I go to prepare a place for you.If I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself, that where I am,there you may be also. John 14:1-2



song: Album- Invitation To Eavesdrop

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Fuego


The volcano in Antigua, Guatemala erupted today. There were some very amazing photos posted on the Antigua Facebook page (as seen above). We were unaffected by it here in Canilla', El Quiche, Guatemala. However, Duane had a flight to Guatemala City today, and he said he saw it.  He said he saw it raining ash, and could see the puffs of smoke in the air. But, God is good, and the flight was made back home safely. We do know though that there are lives being affected by it, so we pray for help and protection for those families near the volcano! 
For more information on this eruption click this link: http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-latin-america-19594481

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

My soul clings to You; Your right hand upholds me. Psalm 63:8



Dear Heavenly Father,

      Thank you for your son Jesus. Father, I desire to be with him, where He is, to behold His beauty, all the days of my life. I want to be lost in the river of fire, the river of desire for more of Him every single day. One thing I desire of the Lord, to behold his beauty, and to be found in Him. Lord, you can take everything, but one thing I desire to dwell with you, and behold your glory. Everything else fades, but one thing remains....Fix my eyes on eternity. 
Help me to forget what lies behind. Help me to come into the fullness of your forgiveness. Help me not to rely on past failures, or past successes, but instead to press on toward the goal of knowing you. I don't want to live in the memory of yesterday, but I want to live in today.

Lord, I want to be zealous for you for decades. I want to be hungry for you, desiring more and more of you everyday. I want to be on fire for you in my 60's, 70's, 80's....But I know, it's not about what I do, what I earn...but about what Jesus did on the cross. There is nothing I can do to add to His blood.
So, help me to live out of the overflow of your pursuit for me....
My soul clings to You;
Your right hand upholds me.


this is my prayer after listening to a teaching by Corey Russell called "Staying on Fire for Decades"

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

From Ashes to Joy

Four, beautiful, Mayan, widowed woman huddled by the fireplace.  The lines on their faces, tell of the hardship they have endured during their lifetime....war, poverty, and abandonment.  Who can 
"bestow on them a crown of beauty,
 instead of ashes,
the oil of joy,
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
    instead of a spirit of despair?"

There's only one, found worthy. His name is Jesus.







 We've been in prayer for months now, about a project that will help the many widows in the particular village/area of Chiminisiguan. The ministry has been helping these many widows in many ways for a long time...but recently, the desire arose to start a project/group that would provide a place for widows to have community, hear the gospel, and provide them with a skill or trade to help earn income. So, after many months of prayer, on Tuesday we had our first meeting.




  After the nutrition kids, and some general consults we invited the widows into the clinic to start a meeting. Meanwhile, the medical clinic carried on as usual. We opened the meeting with prayer, and an explanation of the purpose of the group. We also asked if anyone had a trade, or skill, that they knew to make, or sell. The general consensus was "no". Then, we began showing them how to make pine needle  baskets that are simple and easy to make.  Pines grow all around this area, so the materials would be easy to obtain. To my surprise, it really seemed to take off! They learned very quickly, and better yet, they seemed to enjoy making them! After working on the baskets for awhile,we asked the group, when they would like to meet again. When given the choice of one month, or 2 weeks, they all chose 2 weeks!  

Now, when you've worked with areas like this before, you know that this can only be God. I've had enough experience working in these areas and other parts of Guatemala to know that normally, when starting a program, you try, and try, and try to stir up interest to no avail.  I give all glory to God who gave the timing and the setup.  Now, I also know this was just the first meeting and many trials may come, however, I am so grateful as it seems that God is in this! It's not just another program or activity. 



I believe God is going to move through this program to reveal Himself a little more to the woman. 

Please be in prayer that Jesus is known to these widows. I speak Isaiah 61 over each one of these woman:




Instead of your shame
    you will receive a double portion,
and instead of disgrace
    you will rejoice in your inheritance.
And so you will inherit a double portion in your land,
    and everlasting joy will be yours.